Jerina Rai  
51 Followers · 13 Following

Joined 31 March 2018


Joined 31 March 2018
11 SEP 2019 AT 20:18

A magical ride into a different realms than the one you're living.
A roller coaster of emotions like you've never felt before.
A dive into the knowledge that sets your soul free.

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11 SEP 2019 AT 20:11

A lover waiting to be discovered,
Taking you places.
Making you feel things.
And helping you grow.
A well of knowledge,
That never dries.
Capable of quenching all kind of thirst.




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11 JUL 2019 AT 19:47

Yes, I loved you darling
But I don't need love to breathe,
I need air.
So yeah I am alive just fine.

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14 JUN 2019 AT 22:55

Even after the final goodbye
I don't know why I still wait for your text
Why I still think that you will call
Why I still hope that you will stumble my path
Maybe it's the habit of being with you that your going away has become unacceptable.
Maybe I had been too used to with you being my reality that your absence seems like a nightmare,
That at any moment I will wake up and find you lying by my side
I know I can text you,
I know I can call if I want to.
But I fear being with someone who doesn't want to put an effort,
Who is indifferent of my well being when his goodbye is made.
I think I would rather live on like this,
Bruised and broken,
Then fake being whole and comforted.
Sometimes it's not ego that stops two people from reuniting,
Sometimes it's the fear that the heart that is broken once will be destroyed again.
The person avoided once will be ignored again.
The love discarded once will be thrown away again.



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26 FEB 2019 AT 19:10

Sometimes I wish you would look closer at my bare soul then you wouldn't have to wear that mask in front of me all the time.

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26 FEB 2019 AT 19:04

My soul whispers your name when I question love❤

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4 FEB 2019 AT 0:39

Listening to the secrets of so many hearts who could barely make it to her with their secrets safe under the scorching heat of the day that nearly made them scream out their identity to the predators of someone daring to dream different just to rip their dreams off their bones because they were unable to fulfill theirs.

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3 FEB 2019 AT 21:25

I wonder why the air is smelling like love lost and time gone...

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20 JAN 2019 AT 14:41

The days are all doomed
The night cold and scary
Searching for you I loose myself in the crowd
When the hearts are frightened,
The mind lost on voices dark and deep
The wind screams your name
The ground feels like your lap
I try loosing you to the clock
But with each tick-tock it reminds me more of you
With each person passing by
The only face I search is yours
I am stuck in the never ending wheel of erasing you
Erasing you from my heart
Sometimes I wish I had never met you
But then I wound not know the bittersweet taste of love
You came as a beautiful flower
Making all my days bright and beautiful
And you left
Taking away all the colors and happiness away with you
And you left for me the wilted petals
Dead yet beautiful
Just like your love and
Just like your memories

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22 DEC 2018 AT 15:53



Beep beep beep...
The heart breaking sound marks the start of my day.
Cooking, eating, washing blah blah bhah...
All to be done within an hour!!
Run here,run there,pick up that book, that copy...
Everything done! NOW HURRY UP FOR THE TUITION!!!
Running as if the dogs are chasing
Out of breath ,I collapse at the desk!
From 8-9 am all I learn is integration and differentiation
The school bell to go at 9:15 and 1km to run!
Running again,imaginary dog chasing!!
All sweaty and tired,such relief to see the school
Chemical reaction to organic chemistry
Reproduction to extinction
Charges to electricity etc etc
The day goes by,everything muddled up in my head...
Eating lunch,the most cherished part
School finishes, tuition to attend
7:30 and I am finally home
Studies to do,homework to finish
Friends to chat with...
Finally at bed, lady sleep hugging me
And in the middle of a beautiful dream
Beep beep beep sound again!!

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