the ones you give your all to
expect you to give them more
and drain you till you’re never sure
of what’s really you or just what you’ve turned into
subconsciously settle the score
and hurt yourself even more

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they are the ones in the wrong so of course they’re not angry
they think everything is fine
with crossing lines
look what you’ve made me
my
compassion my love and communication
it’s all your fault and i’m through with trying
now we’re slowly dying

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Can I ever be at peace with myself
Seeing someone beautiful shouldn’t mean I’m not
Can I ever love myself
Comparison makes me risk my health

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why do I have to apologize
and fix the mess you created cause my hands are tied
in the feelings I still have even though it always ends so bad
but only for me cause in the end you get your apology
but I’m left to convince myself it’s just who you are even when who you are tears me apart
but I love you even when I know I deserve better
cause when it’s good it’s good
but I still never get those five little letters

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The opposite of prolonged goodbyes
Are the breathless and joyful hellos

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When we fight
You’ll still hold me through the night
Cause even when I’m wrong
You’ll choose to do right

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I just wanna talk all day
Give you all my love and you do the same
Have our own life do it our way

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Somethings don’t work out
And your life just falls apart
Tears fall like the rain
When you’re laying in the dark

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You say that you want me
And you really love me
Then make me feel crazy
Acting different daily

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I’m not gonna throw away
Everything I wrote about you
Cause I meant it all and that don’t change just cause I want it to

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