I don't expect anything back...
I want to make everything special for them..
I don't need any appreciation...
When I do things with love...
I just love ....

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है मुझे कही खो जाने का डर।
क्योंकि मेहसूस किया है मैने खुद को खोते हुए।
क्योंकि है मुझे खुद को भूल जाने का डर।
क्योंकि देख सकती हूं मैं खुद को बर्बाद होते हुए।

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कि जिंदगी इतनी भी हसीन नहीं जितना हम सोचा था।
कि जिंदगी इतनी भी आसान नहीं जितना हमें लगता था ।
कि जिंदगी अब बहुत हो गया अब नही बर्दाश्त नहीं होती।
बस जिंदगी अब बहुत हो गया ।

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I don't give will everything be ok..
Will everything be fine if i try..
I don't have the will to try anything these days..
I m not growing as a person and nobody realises that...
As long as I try will I be able to find out my passion in life because i know somewhere my heart lies between oceans and rivers in between mountains to the moving surroundings but the stillness is eating me out...
I can't seem to find myself..
As long as I try will I be able to find myself ...
Will I ??

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Why does everyone expect from us to become special...like why can't I be a normal person with just small ambitions and a easy simple life...why do I have to strive that much...why do I have to hassle...I just want to love myself as much as I can...I don't have love or time or emotions to spend on anyone else...I want me to just be an improved version of myself nothing less nothing more....

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And I feel hurt today

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Though i was lost yesterday...
I decided to get up and try again...
I m not stopping till I get what I want...
I will try...
I will try hard...
I will try harder.....
I will have everything I want....
I m gonna do it....
I can do it....
My decision could be wrong but still I will never give up.....

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Dear diary...
Well I n feeling lost today..
I m sad...
I m not myself today...
I feel like I m failure these days...
What should I do...
I don't know what would be the best for me...
I don't feel happy nowadays....
I feel alone and lost...

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I feel people are no more friends but phone contacts....

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Amd somewhere between the lines I read so much about myself...
Like I m no more the same person I used to be...
Like I m no longer that calling someone on birthdays person...
Because I don't feel like they actually need it...
I m no longer the text long paragraph person...
Because I don't think they deserve to to know...
I m no longer the share her secrets person...
Because I know they don't care...
I m no longer the same person.........

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