Zingara   (Cheshtavashishtha)
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love child of mozart and jay z
Joined 8 May 2018


love child of mozart and jay z
Joined 8 May 2018
22 MAR AT 20:04

you.

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20 MAR AT 20:33

they tell me that the human
brain plays all happy memories
after we're dead.

i am worried.

how will i cross the
bridge after living my
whole fucking life
with you again?

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20 MAR AT 19:55

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10 MAR AT 22:34

it's some days past march,
ive been breathing for some decades
but at 4:06 pm today, i felt alive,
after a very long time.
almost felt like the first.
and, it's not so bad.

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10 MAR AT 22:31

i don't know what my lashes are for?
they can't go down your throat,
they don't make you bleed.

what do they do?

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10 MAR AT 22:30

when i close my eyes
to remember the good times...

it's him. always him.
resting on his face.
hand on his heart.
fingers in his hair.
him. only. always. him.

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9 MAR AT 0:41

i rest his head to my bossom.
he cries. my lover cries.
my rib cage drinks his tears.
he cries. my lover cries.
i rub his back, kiss his hair.
tighten fingers over his shoulder.
he looks me in my eyes,
then on my lips,
eyes again,
now lips.
i hold his lips.
with my lips.
his tears touch the mole
above my lip. he cries.
my lover cries.

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9 MAR AT 0:35

my nana's urdu poetries float
in my head.
the skies are beautiful, they
call after death.
my lover is licking my left toe,
and the winds laugh,
some witches couldn't be burnt.

बेशरम हवाय | Cheshtavashishtha

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6 MAR AT 23:55

dusted rose
potted cactus
spilled milk
dirty paws
dying battery
rusted doors
wet floors
dry winds
leaking taps
i miss home.
i miss ma.
i miss air.
i miss feeling free.
i miss feeling anything.
anything at all.

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2 MAR AT 20:09

my mother braids my gut.
one over the second, the
third from between.

but i don't become what she wants.
im not a good girl.
im not a good girl.

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