My therapist suggests that I write more often.
It's easier said than done.
True, there are words swirling willy-nilly,
but nothing moves me to give them shape.
Most of them sound silly, and there is no poem,
no anchor to hold them in place.
It seems I have to erect the structure,
compose the piece, but I'm stranded here.
I wait for the firecrackers to go off on the top floor,
only to find myself stuck with a grumpy gathering
of grey cells tasked with "finding inspiration".
The world once effortlessly held me in its clutch,
kept me fed on a diet of constant awe.
But now I must manufacture the crackers,
birth a worthless recreation. I must dig and claw.
I wish I had a therapist.
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