Sometimes I feel so hopeless thinking about the love that I let go
Wondering how the future could have turn out to be
Reimagining what else I could have done
Had I stayed a bit more
What if we would have survived the sto
But I was the storm
I was the driving force
I was the one constantly keeping us happy, fighting for more such happiness
And then I stopped.
Might be because I was exhausted of giving too much to others and none myself.
And now I stopped completely.
Fell out of love.
Feels like I am growing everyday bit by bit still a space in heart left out to be loved by you.

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I knew you were mine
When you smiled at dark
And painted starry night

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Every night it's been the same
Sleepless
Drowned in dark thoughts
Guilt Ridden
Thinking about what we could have been
Every morning reminding myself why I need to wake up again and again.

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Your beautiful face
Your divine presence
Your words
Your gifts
Eventually will fade
But I will never let
Go of the thought
Of deserving much more.

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Paint the sky
And if you ever
Run out of colors
Hope for the
Rainbow

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Once this is over,Once we finally meet after such a long time
Take me to places that none of us has seen
I will make you fall asleep reading my fav poems
You can pretend to understand them
It hardly matters though
I will repeat this routine till you finally understand why grey is sad but red the saddest.
Till then hold on to our memories and
Cry me a river

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I am at my best when
monsoon hits and the sky cries
earth smiles and then you shine.

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i knew those petals will end
with words "you love me not"
yet i am ready to burn my garden
might end with "love you more"

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Forever yours,

Till you bring lilly to lighten my mood,sunflower to monday morning and cherry blossom when days are greys.

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She dresses like spring around the corner
And reminds of favourite nostalgic moment
Her laughter is the reason to still clinch to this life
Yet she falls into the void of not knowing her own worth.

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