I still remember my first love.
Every single day I told myself, he was the right one for me but he broke me a little every single day. Leaving him was the most difficult decision I ever made but then I promised I would never let anyone complete me.
I failed again & found you who can never be replaced in my life.
You were the only person I opened my heart for & gave every bit of it.
With you I learned a lot. I learned what love is like & how exactly it feels to be in love with the right person.
You cured my each & every wound day by day, layer by layer but the moment I embedded you just above all, things changed. Your words took a deeper meaning & the same feeling was a bit intense.
For the very first time I was scared of losing someone. You know, what haunts me everyday every night? That feeling, that feeling when I sensed you for the very last time.
When you left, I was blank. I didn't just break this time, I was shattered into thousand tiny pieces which made me realise why I'm better off alone & why love was never worth it.
Now no matter what happens I will never be able to open up again because above all I still have kept you where you used to reside.
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