I want to be in love

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Stay at Home, Stay Safe is the message we hear each day,
There is an unseen virus lurking around, let’s keep it at bay.
Our daily routines have been affected, it has taken time to adjust,
It’s killing many people, business have gone bust.

Our home is now a cage,
Where time seems to wait,
For something unknown,
Maybe for an untold date.

We can walk the empty streets that are within our gates,
Greet friends and neighbors, who may not be our best mates.
But it’s interesting how people’s lives can be,
When you take time to talk and share.

Netflix and Prime still not worth the time
Inside the house is polished and the furniture’s dusted and shining,
Old receipts and papers sorted and committed to the bins,
With so much time to spare each day, where do we begin?

Be thankful for our homes, our families and friends,
What is happening around the world is hard to comprehend.
This shut-in life-style and all it offers gives us a feeling of security,
And we will adjust to these difficult times by the daily practice.
Hoping someday this all will end.

Until then stay safe and hope it’s not the end.

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When the blackness creeps across your mind
To threaten your belief,
Remember though the shade is blind,
The suffering is brief.

The hidden sun returns with light
To paint the morning skies,
Despite the dark descent at night
The day will always be bright.

When everything's darkness
And you feel so alone,
When the rain doesn't stop
And you can't make it home,
When it feels all is lost
And you just want to run,
Calm your nerves
And be ready to fight

Life may be hard,
Life may be cruel,
But people beware,
'cause you're no fool.

Remember though the shade is blind,
The suffering is brief.

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I'm great,I'm fine
In a way never better
I live i laugh i rhyme
In a way i feel fine

I wonder what tomorrow be might
Life's perfect , life's fine
The rush of blood in my veins
I haven't felt in a while

I come home
I take off my mask ,
Never felt so light
Lying on my bed i read the scribbled lines how i want my day to be vs how it goes

The happy person i was , cheerful at day
Is nothing but a shattered mess now
Societal pressure seems to take better of me
The fake smiles tha fake promises i want it all to end


I cry , I scream
I want to be alone
I want it all to end
But it i still cling to tomorrow
Hoping that it will actually be up

Well it is the time i have to leave for work
I put on my fake smile
I have promises to keep
I have promises to keep

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Days of endless struggle.
More hopeful pills today,
Trying to appear "normal"
In some sort of a way.

It seems that the struggle
Is always here with me,
And I wouldn't be here now
If guilt would leave me be.

People say I have a lot going for me.
I'm sorry, but I just can't see.
I can't see because my worst enemy
Is not my life but thing inside of me.

Often tired,
Wanting to be in bed,
Wishing to be excited
instead of feeling to take a shot tomorrow

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Yeh jo bikhri bikhri ghum rhi ho
Tumhe sametne ka mann krta
Par dil ye mera thoda darta hai
tere inn hotho ke peeche dabi hasi
Pe phir phisalne ko marta hai

Tootne se thoda katrata hai
Par dil mera aaj bhi tere pe marta h
Tere baalo ko apni ungliyon se sehlana chahta hai
Tere mere uthon ki duriya kam karna chahta hai

Jo tu bikhri bikhri ghum rhi hai
Tumhe sametne ka mann krta hai
Dil ye mera aaj bhi tere pe marta hai
Par ek baar phir se tootne se darta h

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Of all the emotions a person can feel,
Love is scariest and hardest to heal.
Excitement and mystery impossible to resist.
Promises of magic fails to persist.


We long for a connection that is as strong as it is true,
But love always does what it  wants,
So to the person i call love, I just want to say,
I'm much better off without you; I'm glad you went away,

'Cause I'd much rather live with a heart that can sing, than
A smile that struggles to be more than a grin.
I might not be happy, but at least I'm not sad,
Holding onto the happiness that I never had,

Love's an impostor, a thief in the night,
Reduces flames to embers that no longer burn bright.
Love captains your emotions and steers your fate.
Love is the only emotion that I truly hate.

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This is my stage- this room and the next,
This balcony and this shelf full of books,
The light will be on for 18 more days,
I tell myself act calm, the world is your audience,
Be the character you would like to be remembered for,


I fumble and i want my part to end,
It's nothing but a simple nervous breakdown
Maybe it's true ,I am afraid of the big stage,
But I can't let someone play my part,
I have to make a mark,
I gather courage and seem to recollect my lines,


This is my stage- this room and the next,
This balcony and this shelf full of books,
The world can make peace
But tonight I am going to be me!

My audience applauds ,
And we are doing it again tomorrow!

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I like it this way
Me and you
In our own space
Side by side

Just the way you like
My head resting on you
Me playing with your hair
Your fragrance all over in my room


A lot to say still there's silence
A million things in my mind still it feels empty
Time may ceased to have exist

Empty minds filled heart
The two souls never knew this was their last together

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I have a feeling
That I can't comprehend
In my deepest thoughts you are
More than just a friend.

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