Why did I love you,


I loved kissing you,
they were the only lips tracing my unexplored trails
I loved hugging you,
warmer than my sweaters like freshly baked bread
I loved belonging to you,
Because you had once told we belong together
Why did I love you, you ask?
But, did I love you?

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When a person dies, all that we can do is grow a little to keep them alive.

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Day off.


Today, I slept through the rain
I din't quiet like the idea
Of crying sky
I wanted to be the only entity
Suffering in this world, at least today
I wanted to give my happy heart
A day off.

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Can you wait?

I'm healing my heart
So that when I love you,
I don't cut you with it's broken edges.
Can you wait?

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I sometimes think
Being loved by someone
Is impossible
If you're seeking something godly
But then I listen
To Hozier sometimes
To prove myself wrong

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It had been cold this whole year
with you quarantined somewhere else,
Now that the summer is coming, will you too?

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Let us kiss in places where we are most afraid to be found

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It was all a reminder
You loved me more

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Of all the roses we have touched
And the thorns we've held
Most painful experience
Was to watch our love die, petal by petal

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Breathing-in the 4am smell
Soaking the silence of our temple bell
December by the side of cold river
Me, a hopeless lover
Like how the decay of last night
Awaits the freshness of sun light
I chant your name
While waiting for your sight

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