There's so much in this heart and mind which seems impossible to express!
The truth keeps hitting every single day in some or the other form,
The accumulation feels so much worthless yet still so much into it,
The guilt of knowing the reality yet the lack of stability to take such steps.
Hey Prabhu, I stand before you with all emotions, all the feelings, which I'm unable to express nor will ever be capable of expressing, I know you'll not answer, I know you've already set and shown the path, buy Hey Prabhu, please guide me through this instability of mind, and let me take corrective steps!

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Jaan ke bhi anjaan hum bante rahe,
Karmo ko haste haste bandhte gaye.

Sare Anjamo se wakif hote hue bhi,
Dharm ke niyamo ko be-hisab todte badalte rahe.

Mana Moksh naseeb nahi kisi ko iss janam mai,
Par agle janam ke hith bhi kaha kuch kar rahe.

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Fir aachanak se,
Dard bhare reel ke beecho beech,
Mere "Dada" pe bana hua ek pyaara sa Reel aya.
Le chala muje iss duniya se kahi dur,
Inn sare rishto se ek pal mai khafa kar,
Ek aisi soch mai, jaha na kuch pane ke liye tha, na kuch khone ke liye, na kuch samatne ke liye, Dil bhi dhadak raha tha bus mere "Dada" ki bhakti mai leen hone ke liye.

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What will it be, Pass / Fail ?
If it is Pass- Go out, party, smile, cheer, you made them proud, you achieved it, time came for celebration, congratulations!
If it is Fail - Go out, party, smile,cheer, you will make them proud, you will achieve it, time to celebrate now and later too, Smile!
You LIVE not to give exams and these results are not to decide how you spend the rest or say some further part of your life. Feel sad, feel bad, feel for it but don't carry it. Its okay to cry but not okay to keep crying. For every Pass there is a bigger challenge, for every fail the challenge awaits.

We go THROUGH it and not IN it. And about making them proud, you have your entire life for it and many opportunities to grab. Results are temporary happiness for them, but what you make yourself is what actually makes them proud!

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Take me to the place where I feel nothing,
Except for journey and nature to keeps vibing.
Let my emotions be drained, my sadness be chained,
My happiness be haulted and let nothing seem sorted.
I don't want to run away, Just want to get absorbed,
Absorbed in me, living with all my fears and Letting my thoughts free!

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Socha aaj dekh lu, panne palat ke thoda jaach lu,
Kahi Tere kisi stotra mai moha maya ki jhalak toh nahi,
Kahi Tujse likhi kisi prathna mai lobh-labh ka jaal toh nahi,
Pade, jitne ho sake utne, bus aatma chintan se the wo bhare,

Sabhi mai Teri mahanata ka tha Zikar, Tere karmo ke gotho ka tha varnan,
Sadiyo se Tere nikat juke leke ek hi Prathna,
Karma ko sulja sake jaise Tune hai suljaya.

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Kyun mai gussa karu jab kal hum mile na mile,
Kyun mai bete palo ko yaad karu jab ane wala waqt na jane hame kaha le chale,
Kyun mai naraz rahu jab kal tuje manane ka mauka mile na mile,
Kyun mai ghamand mai dub jau jab kal teri yaado ka sahara lena pade,
Kyun mai tujse aaj pyaar na jatau jab kal ya mai ya tu, rahe na rahe.
Kyun ye sub aab na samje jab kal kahi samajte samajte aapne rahe na rahe.

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Sunday and Life

Get crazy, act weird, laugh out loud, crack silly jokes, don't hold your laughter even on the weirdest jokes, eat it all, dance the way you love, talk foolish, love in front of all, take steps, have a walk, start running, stop holding your stomach in, let your hairs be messy, don't go to look spotless, be sweaty, be bold, be yourself .
Not everybody cares what you do, just like you don't care about most of them. The one who does, will respect it and won't judge. Moreover, some 20-30 years later you should have something to remember and rejoice than missing what you should have been.
Its better to say, I started than saying I wish I had tried!

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Think!!!!

In the end when you will grow old, your children busy earning their gold, none will give a damn about your ways, as different path is what life lays, your achievements will be less remembered, all you did will slowly be forgotten, that will be the time you will feel grateful, for the days you smiled and made others smile, the days you did the best you can, the days you pushed others ahead in life, the days your deeds sparked irrelevant of the outcome,

The days you waited, Smiled and Gave Yourself a moment!

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Ek khwaish!

Khudi ko khud se milana chata hu,
Jaise subko sawara, khud ko sawarna chata hu.
Jaise subke sath raha, bina matlab khudka banna chata hu,
Jab gussa sir pe chada, lambi saas leke hasna chata hu,
Udas iss chahre se ek Pakkau sa joke suna ka, halki si hi sahi, bus ek hasi dilana chata hu,
Khudi ko khud se Milana chata hu.

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