I have always felt resentment
When life was a chaos of grief;
Mixed with thousands of feelings,
Interwined with each other,
With waves of tears and of sufferings,
Till I became all empty; with nothingness,
Till all my silence took me to
My deep well of hollowness,
I never felt meloncholy a blessing,
When to feel anything was better
Than fading with each layer of blankness.
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