//Screaming Silence//
There is some music constantly
playing around me.
I never let silence surround me.
There is a limit to chaos too
And when it's reached
The lights turn down low
I go towards my bed and
fall on the hard mattresses
It's not fuzzy or warm but it's mine,
it's comfortable.
After days of toil, that results in nothing,
I try to close my eyes,
I like this darkness, the stench of incense
that I burn daily while offering prayers
and seeking a hand over my head
of the eternal power of faith.
I'm tired and happy but this sound of silence
is daunting and haunting me.
I can't bear it anymore, I am running away,
the reason why there's music always
booming on speakers in my room
or in earphones hanging around
my neck in a messed up loop.
How do I sleep how do I rest,
I can't, this silence is scratching my throat
and I need some place where I can find peace.
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