Cooking raw emotions
on white sheet is like
adding salt in food,

the more you add,
the more it spoils the taste.

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तुझ बिन मुझे सूझे ना कोई और
तुझ बिन मुझे बूझे ना कोई और
तुझ बिन मुझे भाए ना कोई और
तुम बिन मुझे पाए ना कोई और
तुझ बिन हां निवाहे ना कोई और
तुझ बिन दिल चाहे ना कोई और
तुझ बिन जैसे सांस ना कोई चले
तुझ बिन जैसे आस ना कोई पले
तुझ बिन जीवन में ना कोई और
तुझ बिन जीवन का ना कोई ठौर

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அர்த்தமற்றதாகக் கூடும்
அன்பு
கொட்டிக் கொடுக்கையில்...

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I was truly in love with you
O beloved, how can I hate you
Maybe I don't love you either
Sometimes my feelings turn neutral!

I was your resident, you were my home
O beloved, how can you make me feel foreign
Maybe I don't visit often
But you can't close that door for me!

I know I am in you, but you suppress me
O beloved, you try to push me down in a
box inside your chest called heart
I feel pressed each time you miss me!

I know you love me
You know I love you
We don't show we love each other
But we both know we love each other
& that feels secure, when you feel you
are loved instead of hearing it!

We know, we both are one but maybe not ...... (read in caption)

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In revenge of all the shit that happens in your life, you want to destroy everything around you. When you work so hard to make things better; when you work so hard for impressing people around you ; when you work so hard to be the ideal person; the person without feelings; the person who killed the kid inside herself; who has made herself somebody she is not; someone who has cut all her wishes and has shown no emotions; someone who doesn't even feel real after controlling so much; cutting down on her desires; her will to do what she wants. But all in vain. Because reality strikes her back; with no change; and she feels weaker after all this time. Because she isn't anymore a human. Because She has lost all her spirit.

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There's a similarity between raw love and raw meat. Both cannot be digested easily.

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Where's my reflection?
The view is all blurred up.
I can't see my smile nor can I see the tears
I just sit there, like a fool
Waiting for it to become clear.
I can't see past myself
Legs frozen in the time
Not moving forward
Oh it's so frustrating.
I want to breathe again
But something comes in the way.
I can't see past the blurred hands
Blocking me.
I can't live like this
It's starting to hurt
Yet I can't move
To make it hurt less.
I yell in silence
Eating my insides.
I can't escape no matter,
How hard I try.
Writing this hasn't changed anything at all
The reflection in the mirror is still blurred like before
I am sorry but I think at this point
I'll explode.

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Thinking about the raw emotions, the unfiltered thoughts,
someone trusting you with their bare heart.
Talking about the things that don’t matter, the insignificant discussion,
the homely silence that puts you at ease. With you, my rush comes to an end.

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Whatever pretension and happy mask I wear to people...
At the end of the day...
I come to you...
You know what I'm carrying behind my smile...
We talk about our Happy days and silly doings...
Distance doesn't matter while we are still the same..
I have you and that makes me going..... -----------------------------My bestie 💖

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Sex is simple
Love is complex

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