That billizard inside me chilled my feelings for you, which i had rendered from the fire of your presence.

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It's Ishq when....
You feel more of her tears than your own, You hurt every time she is angry, and you can't stand when she is silent. Your stomach flutters at her adorable gestures, and her hug feels more soothing than your own blanket.

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"Tum ne dekha hai kabhi Dard ka maara chehra,
Aao dekho na kabhi yaar hamara chehra.
"Mujhse toote huve sheeshay ne kaha tha ek din,
Kitna milta hai na ye mujhse tumhara chehra"

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Agr mein tumhari Rah takte takte mar Jau
Toh meri maiyyat per aaoge naa
Mujhe akhri bar galey se lagaoge naa
Agar koi pucha kya rishta h hamara
Toh mujhe apni mohabbat bataoge naa.

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Toot Jaye Khawab Toh Koi Aas Kya Rakhna,
Palkon Ke Bheegne Ka Hisab Kya Rakhna,
Bas Isliye Muskura Dete Hain Hum,
Apne Dukh Se Kisi Ko Udaas Kya Rakhna.

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From my presence to my absence, I grew more into an uneasy person and I turned mostly to anger when it became apparent that I was not only breaking apart myself from the other people but i was breaking them down to a differently shaped dimension.

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A creek in my heart lies to me everytime that I’m okay it’s going to be okay it’ll be okay but the truth is it was, it is and it’ll never be okay for me to lead where I’m forlorn and looking for something that soothes me and erase my memories.

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Someone once said:

There comes a point in your life where everything in you cries, except your eyes.

That hit me really hard.

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Resting nearby my fireplace I noticed something
All that i ever done was flashing in-front of me.
The only thing that made me feel better was when
When i fell in love with your eyes, it was everlasting.
Mistakes were identified too and thus got saddened.
You never misunderstood my intentions even if i did
It in arrogance and anger without showing weakness.
As the flames went high so did my feelings for you,
Your support and your kindness helped me through.
I may be bad sometimes but I’m glad you never let
Me go down with my wrath and then I realised I was
Wrong and now I’m just like oh my Lord I’m sorry.
I hurt someone so badly that I’m not even sure if they
Love me the say way as they used to do.

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I was clinging to a dead branch with lush green leaves of love and affection.
Least did i knew it’s not going to hold me forever.
I thought it would make me stronger, happier, warmer and better.
It was all fuggazi, fake ; fairy dust it doesn’t exist.
When i sought out it said I’m weaker than the rest.
It may seem i am full of love and life but all that lies under me is hatred, lies and deception.
I held to that branch until it crumbled in my grip and let me fall to the depths of despair.

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