To those who don't understand my maddening mind,
I try & try to fight these demons at play,
Underlying hurt or trauma it all might be...
I'm trapped inside screaming "Please Help Me"!
Easy for someone to tell me to let "it" all go,
But how to let "it" go when I don't know what "It" is,
I go from millions of thoughts to none at all,
Thankfully I still have hope in my future Happiness.
Stuttering, crying, shaking, dizziness & much much more,
Laying down on hopes to stay out of bed for the day,
Not this part of life did I ever wish or plan,
Sleep is what I need & not my biggest fan.
To those who don't understand my maddening mind,
I try & try to fight these demons at play,
Underlying hurt or trauma it all might be...
I'm trapped inside screaming "Please Help Me"!
DishWritings
September 2020
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