And I had forgotten how to bid goodbye until I was cornered again into the corner by this life, and now again, I’m forced to bid adieu.

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And of all the places I would have wandered,
it would have been around you.

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The moment you realize your wish will not come true, you can't do anything about it either.
The moment your heart gets heavy, yet you can't vent the thoughts out.
The moment you crave for someone and can not find anywhere near you.
The moment you long for a hug to the extent that you end up smacking your head on the wall to lose the thought.
The moment you feel weak and helpless even after trying to be far ashore from these thoughts.
The moment when you start questioning yourself and your confidence creeps deep down into the cracked walls of your room.
The moment you struggle not to panick after realising that, there's no more of her and no more options left.
And once again, the pieces of your heart
you collected day and night are again lost.

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Having this bad habit of running away from people and friends and then feeling bad about it.

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It's been more than a year since my 12th class result was out.
Last night while walking post dinner, ma talked about it for the first time.

Of how I became hopeless back then.....



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And when I'm lost, I promise myself to not return until there's really a change in this hopeless world. Probably for forever I'll be lost.

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