Its a long distance journey dont spend it counting hours left or spent, instead create collect and enjoy some beautiful moments in those hours, which you will be able to cherish till the end of the journey.
Nobody loves or wants to be negative in life. People go through a lot in their journey which changes their entire approach towards life. Everyone does not succeed but everyone fails for sure. Some of them fail only once wheareas some of them fail every single day. At times things keep on getting worse and you can't do anything for it. All of sudden your desires starts diminishing and all you pray to god is not a better living but rather pray for a better survival.